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hey cuties :iconcuteplz: 

i'm still alive lol.
I've been too busy with life lately and i don't go on DA anymore so I kinda forgot about this account haha.  
SO much has happened, these past few years totally changed me, it's crazy. And i'm scared to lose you since i'm not as much into fandoms and more focused on my original and personal art. 

Anyway.
I started to work on a serie of illustrations called "IN AND OUT"; it's about the contrast between the outward personnality and the inner personality, the apparence and the spiraling thoughts inside etc. 
Aaaaaand i will be needing volunteers
To those who may be interested :
  •  you can send me photos of your choice 
  •  and/or a text/poem/whatever about what's troubling you right now. 
( If you think it's too personal you can send it as anonymous question on my tumblr )

I rarely update my FB page, but I will as soon as I get my shit together so if you want to keep on following me, please like the page to stay in tune. 
Oh and btw I'M TAKING FREE REQUESTS FOR THE MOMENT SO FEEL FREE TO ASK 


Take care~ :heart:
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Hola chicos y chicas ! 
I've been thinking about my deviantart page a lot lately. Since i wasn't active at all this year, I feel as if I'm losing touch with you and that kinda makes me sad. DA used to be this place I'd run to to read lovely messages and get inspired and motivated to make more art. I think one has to really commit if they want to keep their watchers and stuff. 
My art is changing so much, I don't even know where I'm going with it. Though I don't draw as much as I'd like to.
Also BOTH my computer AND my scanner broke so I didn't speedpaint since months. Whenever I feel like drawing I just don't know what to draw. Last year's art school teachers really fucked me by constantly criticizing my art and by telling what and what not to do. I think I lost myself, I used to have limits/borders/frame/fbvh, as in in my younger years I was that one girl who drew shojo manga then I got addict to yaoi and I started drawing gay fanarts and littlt by little got semi-realistic-isssssh (while still doing other stuff for me) and now everything is blurry and I just don't know.
There's a part of me that want to work on my original works, another who want to clear my to-do-list (commissies etc), another who wanna do candy bar,another who wanna sketch/train, and another who wanna do "artsy" stuff. I have so much things I need to do but somehow I can't even make the slightest effort. Urgh. 'sucks. 
My head's a mess and I'm never inspired for the thing that I actually have to do.
My DA inbox is at 615 messages, with stuff I didn't answer from last october... 

I don't know how to get out of this shit, I think I need help.

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Just a journal entry to tell you guys I'm still alive. These past months were really tough for me. I've been struggling with depression, eating disorders and lots of shit. But I finally made it to my dream animation school ! I shall start this september. The teachers told me to stop finished illustrations for a moment and focus more on training exercices as I lack basics. So I'm gonna eat portraits, perspective, anatomy, compositions, story-boards and character sheets for a while. 
I recently got more active on ask, as I'm super bored everyday it actually helps killing time, haha. Please send me your questions !! 
ASK : ask.fm/aissrikawaii
FB : www.facebook.com/riboubou.p (feel free to add me if you wanna have a little chat, I also publish more drawings on my FB than here)

Happy summer to everyone and please take care !! :iconluvluvplz:

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Helloo babycakes ! (Nu I'm not dead, haha.)
I haven't been very active lately, sorry about that. School started monday and I (finnaly) got a new part time job so you know. 
And how's you been ? Book of circus ended 2 weeks ago, and Free! Eternal Summer last week... ahh my animu dose Q___Q (especially with Free...) !!! 
Brrr nothing special to say here, except I dyed my hair Matsuko-red haha and I've been spending some time in the cemetery of Pêre Lachaise which happens to be at just 1 metro station of my preppy school *u* hihi !! Also I'm getting lots of ideas for original projects, I can't wait to have time to draw all I have in mind >u< !! I should also finish Candy Bar's 3rd chapter and the few drawings I owe to people. Ah god, why am I always so busy ?
Take care, loves !!! :iconluvluvplz:

PS : Feel free to like me on FB, I publish some sketches and stupid/random jokes about my life : www.facebook.com/aissrikawaii?…

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:iconcutehiplz: !!! So I was at a convention (Japan Expo) the 4th of July and I got to see the premiere of Kuroshitsuji [Book of Circus]'s 2d episode *u* !! Asghjhg it was just amazing, we were all waiting so excitedly for it to start, there even were the producers of the anime Hiroyuki Shimizu & Suyoko Yokoyama, they answered 3 quick questions and then we finally watched the episode. God my heart was racing like crazy xD It felt so good to see my babies again. The episode was great, really truthful to the manga and the best part was the opening... just ajsvrf !!! I'm sure most of you already watched videos on tumblr so I don't have to send you links, especially as the only video I made has a crappy quality. With my friend we couldn't find the stand so when we arrived all the places were used, we had to sit at the floor at the veeeery back D': !! But I don't care, I got to see it anyway. There was also a cosplay contest, with the producers as the jury (and the french voices for Sebastian and Undertaker), the 5 winners got an interview from Daisuke Ono or something like that, I'm not sure. The most important thing was that there was really beautiful cosplays ^^
I also managed to have an autograph from the producers :heart: !!!
Aaah can't wait to see the 1st episode as it's an original script written by Yana Toboso herself >w< !! If you want to stay tunned about Kuro feel free to like my friend :iconrinfiora:'s page, I also help her out under the name of "Alois' majestic bowtie" ^_^ : www.facebook.com/Kuroshitsuji.…

Here some photos :

(the Kuroshitsuji [Book of Circus] stand. It was very classy with pretty chandeliers at the ceiling)
The Kuroshitsuji stand at Japan Expo by RehabsVemod

A tiiiiiny little Ciel I drew on a wall
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(my autograph :meow:)
My autograph from Hiroyuki Shimizu n Suyoko Yokoya by RehabsVemod
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